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Ina [Josephine Anne] A. Carino is currently a sophomore at the University of Chicago, where she also plays the violin in the University Symphony Orchestra. She fondly remembers eating balut at the corner sari-sari store in their old home in Baguio City, and Andok's lechon manok from a suki up the road.
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"HOUSE SERIES" House There are rooms for desks and for beds For couches and for cooking and for coats. We can hang our clothes up with hangers. We can sit at the table in the evening. We can hang our smiling pictures on the wall. The rooms are not so bad, they aren't dark With the lamplight. There are big windows In every room, so when the sun is up The walls breathe. The doorways are high And the rooms are spacious: stretching space For your stretching, stretching heart. Where I Sleep Here in my room the hardwood floor Is scratched where the rolling chair Grates back and forth over the varnish Of the years now scattered in flat crunchy patches. They are everywhere, the flakes Of dark brown varnish, under the bed Near the doorframes, under the gas radiator, By the trash can. And they are mixed in With everything else: like fallen hair, Eyelashes, brushed skin, fingernails, Toenails, dust motes, dreams. Washroom I like it when the shower is hot enough So that mist collects and I can't see My hands in front of me. It lulls me, Standing up, and I close my eyes As water taps down my back. In winter The pipes rattle in time with the windows As the wind hits the panes. When it's cold like this The metal pipes only warm for a few minutes. When I step out I can still feel the oily hair, The unwashed patches of soap, the same Thinness in the air from when I first stepped in. Dark Corners Sometimes I look at the dark corners And feel my nape being touched, almost Like a dream. Dark corners seep in From the streets. We leave spare house keys In the keyhole, hanging over the knob. Once they disappeared for a whole day, But returned to their place at night. Nobody took them. Or, nobody said. There are other dark corners, in our heads. There you can hear the question asked-- What does it mean? What does it mean? Fishbowl Dorothy is dead. We found her orange body Floating near the scalloped rim of clear glass. When my sister was asleep we replaced the fish With a blue one and called her Dorothy, too. She didn't mind the difference. But Dorothy is dead again. The neighbor's dog barked and she jumped Out of the bowl. When we got home There were marks from the color of its scales, From where her slick body thrashed and skittered Across the floor. On the counter, the bowl Was still, clean and full of water. Kitchen The fridge was there when we came, And so were many other things. There were cabinets where we house Things like canned meat, tea tins, German Cocoa powder, sea salt, spatulas and pots Under white misted windows while we bake. Even if the refrigerator hums Through the night without complaint, Full of food and full of light, Sometimes I don't remember That the fridge even exists.
- first published in Hanging Loose journal
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"The Gatekeeper"
What I allow in or out depends entirely on the weight of the object-- whether it rides lightly in the crook of my arm, or drapes itself on my weak shoulder-- whether its stable heaviness fits squarely in the confines of my cupped hands.
Let it not be gaudy or perfunctory in color; after time, neon turns mundane, and fuchsia is an eyesore unless embodied in the deep velvet plush of soft flowers.
Instead, let its voice have the timbre, the satisfying click of a closing door, the silent rumpling of morning sheets, the barely audible ring of cold air coming in through the open window.
What only I could crave: something to mimic the curve of my scapula, the grain of my wood.
Web source: Our Own Voice, April 2005 http://www.ourownvoice.com/poems/poems2005b-carino.shtml
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